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nakakahiya

2009-07-26T05:15:00.000-07:00

eeks!

this is an embarrassing day for me. hindi naman tlaga siya embarrassing pero nakakahiya lang tlaga. ayoko ko nang magkwento pa tungkol diyan.

it's a cold day! grabe ang lamig.

woke up at 9:00. took a bath. sat down. went to gaisano for like 30 minutes. walked around there as if a tourist. haha. it was soOo cold in there. nkakairita na yung kantang "basketball" araw araw kong naririnig sa gaisano. it's a sunday and the mass was not yet starting so i went to gaisano lang muna.

when i went to the church. inna was there. went with her. went upstairs. went to thaddeus. bought max. chever. went back to church. talked to kenneth. listened to mass.
went to gaisano with jinggay. went home. went to robinsons.

sorry. shy lang tlaga ako
pag.parents kasi nakakahya.

hahaiz ang lamig! soOoOo cold.

vince magblog ka na. haha. promise magsusulat na ako. hehe :)

2009-07-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

wala lang :)

eekks!

tomorrow is a monday which means may pasok. we have test in math and english. numbers na

naman. hate it! i just hope that im still going to remember what i have read. what happened last week? we had review classes. last week was a busy week for me. dunno why. we also had our c-sat and it was so OHH WHEW! i wasn't able to finish. kakainis. math pa naman yung gusto kong i.focus tapos yun pa ang subject na hindi ko natapos. anu ba yan? chever. we had projects. ... ... nakakpagod pala maging officer. every after our CAT grabe nauubusan ako ng boses. lang hya naman. tapos nawawala pa yung mga chever na ibinigay sa akin ni sir hatton. hahaiz. anu bang klaseng pamahalaan ito? hahaha ano'ng connect? anyways. napansin ko hindi na ako nagsusulat haha ewan. :) i attended an upcat review yesterday. learned something especially sa physics. good for me. watched villa estrella. it was supposed to be a horror movie. but i found myself laughing. bakit kaya?

SERA ANG GREPO... ???

yun lang. tulog na :) hehe.

tomorrow will be a new day! :)) goodluck!

2009-07-17T06:01:00.000-07:00

this day made me realize that i have to do better in my studies :)

2009-07-11T05:50:00.000-07:00

had a great day!

eto yung chever na tshirt ni blur. haha.

magandang pakinggan ang song na ito. patay na kasi si michael jackson kaya ganun. haha. joke lang :) wala lang. kasi nung narinig ko ang song na ito sa youtube parang ang ganda pakinggan hehe. feel so good.

Another day has gone
I'm still all alone
How could this be
You're not here with me
You never said goodbye
Someone tell me why
Did you have to go
And leave my world so cold

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

'Lone, 'lone
Why, 'lone

Just the other night
I thought I heard you cry
Asking me to come
And hold you in my arms
I can hear your prayers
Your burdens I will bear
But first I need your hand
Then forever can begin

Everyday I sit and ask myself
How did love slip away
Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
For you are not alone

Whisper three words and I'll come runnin'
And girl you know that I'll be there
I'll be there

You are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay
For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

For you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart

For you are not alone...

woke up at 5:40 am. immediately took a bath. had my light breakfast. went to school with different hairstyle haha. chever :)) we had our review. whole morning. it was so tiring. had a drill with the cocc's wahahahaha o diba ang chever. feel na feel ang pagiging officer. haha. chakers! went home and had my lunch. after that sumakit yung tiyan ko. :(

roylene and blur came. may lakad daw. but my mom and blessie were still at somewhere and they had no key so we have to wait. at 2:30 we were able to go out na. went to gaisano. we saw kechai and she went with us. pupunta raw kami sa rp. saan nga ba ang rp? sa robinson's place po. hehe. waited for anna. went to rp.

we went to the national book store. kechai looked for a classical book for our english. walked around gaisano. hehe. went to the C.R. for like 1 hour? haha. nagpicture picture pa kasi. anu kaya ang ginawa ni blur sa labas? wawa naman. kk lang yan. walked around gaisano again and again. went to foodcourt. we had a little rest and planned to eat. blur and i were the so called "first pair" in buying the food so kechai and jinggay were left. we bought siopao and nestea. so as with khessy and roylene. nabusog naman hehe. rest lang muna tapos pumunta sa baba. apple, mara and someone were there . walked from rp to coca cola. malas nga naman. na.shoot yung paa ko sa isang hole. hahaiz. tama ba? hole? haha. went home. blur's bag was in our house so he has to get it pa. :))

i had a great time today. thanks to roylene, khessy, anna and blur. hehe. sana maulit muli. char! hehe. maraming salamat :)) yung banda nga pala sa rp parang ewan. sabog pare! di maintindihan. sayaw ng sayaw haha. hindi ba dapat kumanta siya? ba't siya sumasayaw? haha. peace :)

chever ah. haha. cute ba? char! haha.

ayan :) while waiting for my mother. nagdrama ang bruha.haha.

cge khess txtxt pa. haha.

while waiting for anna nagpicture picture pa ang mga chever haha :))

haha. when we went to tom's world. nakita namin ang batang ito. hehe. ang liit kasi kaya diyan inilagay haha. cge go! shoot! haha.

i like it!

haha cute ba? batang hindi gumagalaw.

isa pa

smile gud. haha.

ayiits! haha

hala cge gud. haha. baga ka't ewan. =))

lower roylene lower. pakipot ka pa. hahaha. joke lang.

:) eeeekkss!!!

ang tatlong prinsesa

ang dalawang prinsesa at ang prinsipe

eto yung dahilan kung bakit naghintay si blur sa labas ng CR ng halos isang oras. haha :))

chever ng mga lola noh? haha

pauwi na

hirit pa haha.

haha ito yung pic na pinagalitan kami ng saleslady kasi bawal daw yung picture picture. best spot! @ spongebob! ahahahaha. chever.

:)

hahaiz. so tired na :)

HF daw?! anu yun? haha.

kakainis walang pics

2009-07-08T06:02:00.000-07:00

woke up at six. took a bath. ate. while i was trying to comb my hair. i saw my phone. roylene was calling. "vhen hain ka na?" little bit shocked. she was asking me if i have her tracing paper for our physics. i told her that it was with khessy. ok. after few seconds? minutes? blur called. "vhen hain ka na? ma.absent ka?". why are the people so weird? it was like 6:45?
while the two of us were talking. heard the bell rang. whaAaAaAat??? second bell na pala??? OMG!!! bakit ganun? what the F?! hurried to school.
alam mo yung feeling na parang matatapos na yung first subject? arrived to school. haven't wear my necktie yet. i wasn't able to take the review. kakainis. good thing, ma'am pagobo was not yet there. eto pa. i forgot to bring someone's book. so i have to go back. nakiusap pa ako kay sir reyes. hahaiz. hate this day. tapos may nangyari pa kaya i have to ignore someone. hahaiz.

imagine??? ang lapit lapit ng bahay ko tapus nalate??? anu ba yan?!

we had a bedmaking demonstration in tle. sayang talaga walang pic. kasi naman eh. i was hurrying myself talaga kanina so i forgot my cellphone. hmf!

the demostration went ok. si ruth muntikang nang mahulog. haha. lang hya kasi si brent. parang ewan. haha.

i did not like my score in math. so so so i don't know. hahaiz. numbers numbers.

anu ba itong araw na ito? kakabadtrip naman! tapus meron pang nangyari na hindi ko nagustuhan as in! ayoko na.

si brent. chever. pinkita niya ako ng video. akala ko kun anu lang. grabe. ang laswa laswa. nasusuka ako. haha. did not listen to sir hatton. tawa lang kami ng tawa. chika chika echos.

afraid with something. something related to school.

banguis, ronald, vina and i went to khessy's place. bday kasi ni kaye. HAPPY bday KayE!!! hehe. thank you very much for the food. nabusog ako. felt so good while in the car. parang ayoko na ng bumaba. ang ganda ng music. i was feeling really comfortable that time. hahaiz. something is bothering me kasi tapos nung nasa car ako parang nawala yun. ang lamig. ganda ng music. ganda ng FEELING.

isa pa

nung umuwi ako. wala dito yung ate ko. hindi ko alam kung saang lupalop siya pumunta. i bought santol. so while waiting for her. i was eating. ang init kasi kaya pumunta na lang ako sa school. wala akong kasama buti na lang dumating sina khessy. bumili ulit ako ng santol. naadik. malas nga naman ako ngayon. biglang may pumasok na insekto sa mata ko. ang sakit sakit. grabe. feeling ko mamamatay na ako ng time na yun. OA! buti na lang nandoon si khessy. she helped me. thank you khess!

don't like this day :(

2009-07-07T07:11:00.000-07:00

:)) lol.

woke up at 6:00. early ba? took a bath. went to school. church is closed. birthday ni brent and i gave him a flying, walking, and an airplane kiss. haha. cheber. happy birthday brent :) physics is good nowadays haha bakit kaya? uhmm. weird. can't listen to the teacher very well because of my "talking" seatmates. hahaiz. mutia is always talking and talking and talking. brent is so. wag na lang. ronald the chikadora is also there. panu na ang buhay ko sa paaralan? Lord help me. school is good. friends are there. yun nga hindi pa rin nagbabago. haha. went out with someone.

orientation nga pala ng cocc kanina. hahaiz ang dami ng reklamo ng mga boys. halos mawalan ako ng boses ka kaeexplain. ayaw nila ng may sintas na sapatos. anu ba yan?

nakita ko yung piggy bank kanina. pambayad ko para sa form ng cocc. ang cheber kasi ni sir hatton. well walang key kaya naman nagpatulong ako sa sexy kong ina. hehe. sexy ba? sinunog niya yung lock something. hehe. kay tata raw niya nalaman yung technique na yun. hahaiz. yun na.open naman hehe.

may n1n1 daw ako. anu yun? haha. si inna lang ang may alam.

*bedsheet naging badshit
*david arhuleta naging david archulita

ang ganda nga pala ng moon kanina. hehe grabe kitang kita ko. ang ganda ng shape tapos ang ganda ng kulay.

habang naglalakad kami ni chever, may biglang nagsalita. "what's your name?" oOoy!!! may admirer na siya. hahaha. kilig ako. love at first sight daw. stranger ang theme song nila by secondhand serenade. nagsmile si chever. kinikilig siya haha. exciting love story nila :)

for joan:

jo pasensya ka na kanina ha? hindi ko nga alam kung bakit ko nasabi yun sa'yo. im really sorry :( nakokonsensya na ako. sorry. sorry.

shut your mouth up!

si ace oh. maraming salamat din sa iyo. touch ako. hehe. take care always. huhu wala nang magtuturo sa akin ng math hehe. kk lang yan. thanks for everything ace. such a good friend. Godbless you :)

eto yung message niya para sa akin :

dear binang,
thanks for everything..hehe. the friendship, the memories, the laughs we shared and many more which i cannot name due to lack of space of this photo.hehe. anyways i could only extend towards you my deepest gratitude and i wish you all the luck, cheer and life may bring. may you be successful. thanks for the memories.

eckzel ace.

this day was ok. people were good.

put God first

2009-07-06T05:53:00.000-07:00

felt good this day

yeah so pasukan na. last night i slept at 1:00 am. did a lot of assignments. got busy. anyways. after two weeks of having a rest, playing computer, hanging out with friends, eto na. mabubusy na. hehe. ayus lang yun. :) i was sort of shocked. khessy was early kanina. nauna pa siya sa akin. weird. siguro wala pang assignments hehe :)) had a review with sister angelica. had a new sitting arrangement. it could have been better kung nasa front lang ako. mas naiinspire kasi ako sa mga tumatalsik na laway ng mga teachers hehe joke lang :) pero ayus lang. hahaiz katabi ko si mutia. lang hya. daldal kasi ng daldal. anyways. sanay na ako. rain poured down. didn't listen to the teacher. i was just watching the raindrops. na.amaze kasi ako :) weird. haha.

improve na pala friendship namin ni roylene. we're saying i love you to each other na hehe i love you jinggay! bukas ko na lang ilalagay mga pics namin kanina hehe. faybe happy birthday! hehe uhmm. bday na bukas ni brent haha. anu kaya magyayari? haha.

this day wag great. things went good. the day was fine. the rain was extraordinary. school is good. teachers are fine. friends are the BEST!

spongebob, magtitinda na ako ng sampaguita para sa iyo. hehe :))

2009-07-04T08:50:00.000-07:00

so busy :(

2009-06-30T05:05:00.001-07:00

fiesta

hi. fiesta na sa tacloban. its already 10 am pero wala pang nagttxt sa akin. hmmm. walang may nagplanong pumunta sa bahay nila jailyka haha. anu ba yan?! walang nagtxt. kaya ako ang nanguna haha. tnxt ko si jL. haha.

vennah: jL pamatron kta.haha.
jL: uhmm. cge gad. hn.o pa man it iba?
vennah: ambot ngan kay wa man may nagtxt ha ak. ikaw nala pag.invite ha iba naton nga mga classmates. hehe. wa na ak lod.
(wala akong lod nung tym na yun)
jL: cge2x.

nagtxt sa kin si blur. sabi niya pupunta raw siya. ah okie :) yung iba kung mga kaibigan hindi pumunta kasi pagod pa raw sila. BAMBOO. anyways. tumawag sa kin si lynn. pupunta rin siya. hahaiz salamat naman haha. pumunta kami sa bahay nila jailyka pero bago yun nakita namin si humphrey. grabe gwapong gwapo. pang.artista yung damit niya haha. gutom na gutom na ako actually. haha kaya naman pagdating namin doon kumain ako agad. sa awa ng Diyos eh nabusog naman haha. uminom ako ng iced tea, coke at tubig. paulit ulit kong ininom yun. weird. sayang wala si roylene doon. uminom kami ng san mig grabe nga eh. haha pero hindi ko naubos yung kalahating baso. ang pait!!!! yaks! eww! eww! ang chever ng mga lalaki. bakit kaya nagugustuhan nila yun. hmf! ayoko na. nag.enjoy naman ako doon. ang kulit kulit ni "sir".kinikiliti ako. hmf! haha. habang kumakain kami. nandoon yung kaibigan ata yun ni jailyka haha. tapos na.mention yung name ng isang babae. pumunta na lang ako sa CR kasi ayokong marinig yun. chever kasi. pero ayus lang naman. hehe. pumunta kami ng gaisano. nag.emote yung isa. hahaiz. umuwi ako.

eto yun bahay nila jailyka :)

:)

si lynn loiz nagpapapicture na :)

bakit kaya ako tumataray kung nagpapapicture?

cge uminom ka pa

:p

ang sarap oh.

hindi na ako uulit nito!

walang hya! mapait ini hin duro duruhan haha.

:)

jealousy will drive you mad

2009-06-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

kahapon pa po ito :)

edited ba? haha :))

sangyaw na:)) woke up at 6:00 called my mom. went back to sleep. somebody called. got the phone answered. so sleepy pa. took a bath. mamaate and uncle b8 came. roland and i went to gaisano to buy toccino and chever haha. cristel and i had a fight. ang chever kasi. grabe yung gustom naming tatlo kaya madaling naubos yung pagkain. grabe talaga. haha. went to tops. meet up with roylene and company. namiss ko si brent :) blur and neil came. we went to somewhere. had a fight with someone. watched the sangyaw. i saw karylle, luis manzano, christian bautista and ding dong. hehe. went to mister donut. ate. syempre libre haha :)) went home.

eto yung auntie ko. kamukha ko raw.

wala akong magawa

si blur oh :)

si neil. sa mister donut :)

ang batang makulit

nagtry si neil na mag.solve nung number problem na nasa yfc.

2009-06-28T08:42:00.000-07:00

scary experience

:| last night i watched the miss tacloban pageant. i was with my friends and some third year students. rezper, jasmine and mia. the pageant was held in astro. full of people. luckily we were able to sit. unfortunately sa hagdanan nga lang. ayus lang :) mia was eating jollibee with all the crowd around her :)) wala siyang pakialam haha. ate noemi was one of the candidates. she did well. she got the 3rd runner up. congratz :) rachelle pineda won. hindi ko siya kilala haha. after the pageant we were just walking around the place and did nothing. we went to porbida. we bought drinks. i ate hamburger. pare hindi ko naubos ang laki kasi. talked. i saw someone. remembered something. forget it! forget it! roylene was planning to drink alcoholic beverages kahit san mig light lang daw :)) hindi natuloy haha buti na lang. char! :) i was not comfortable of my shoes. i became tired :|

when we were about to go home:

ronald banguis and i got inside a jeepney. it was about 3 am alreaady. people were starting to get inside too. smells bad :)) alcohol. one guy was having a fight with someone. they were like "pumunta ka dito! putang ina ka! lumaban ka! halika dito!" the other guy went to him and they were sort of fighting already. i was really really really nervous. afraid. scared. guess what? the guy was holding a long knife :(( i told ronald to go out but the other guy who was holding the knife was outside so it was dangerous. banguis was near the "fighting people" so i was really nervous. the jeepney started to go. huhuhu. :(( nakakatakot talaga. i was really afraid to go home. good thing banguis planned to sleep at our house so i had someone to be with. that was really ... i thought i won't be able to sleep. i prayed. felt good.

sayang walang pic... haha.

i haven't started my assignments :| can't think. sir hatton was asking me to do something. not yet finished. still don't know how to do our assignment in math. downloading. can't understand physics. can't think about the reaction papers. hahaiz.

:( need someone.

2009-06-21T16:44:00.000-07:00

a week of ewan :|

i was not able to write anything since i was tired of the practices for the election. anyways. classes were suspended because of H1N1. haha. some of the people in sacred heart were wearing masks already. i was one of them. :)
wala na po akong maisulat.

may swine flu na nga nagpicture picture pa :))

:)

syempre hindi mawawala yung solo pic ko haha :))

sige lang anna hirit pa :)

kwento :

nag.away yung babae at yung lalaki. galit yung babae sa lalaki. nagalit din ang lalaki. hindi siya nagalit sa babae pero nagalit siya sa sarili niya. bakit kaya? sinigawan niya kasi yung kaibigan ng babae. na.shock yung babae kung bakit niya ginawa yun. umalis yung lalaki. pinuntahan ng babae yung lalaki. umiyak yung lalaki (JOYOT) naiinis daw siya sa sarili niya. chever noh? nag.usap ang dalawa. sinabi ng lalaki na wala na raw siyang mukhang maihaharap sa kaibigan nung babae. hindi na nag.away yung dalawa. and they lived happily ever after.

pochay jr. daw yung pangalan nito.

still thinking of the course to take. chever. hahaiz. :|

our class will resume on july 6. hahahaha. but we have a kilometer of assignments. huhuhu. math talaga. we had a test kasi last friday and it was :| numbers.numbers.

macho!

pumunta nga pala kami sa ... hindi ko alam kung saan yun. basta. para magpasukat para sa fatig. wahahaha excited na ako maging OFFICER. haha :)) after a year of sacrificing. eto na. officer na ako haha :) mamimis ko yung COCC lalong lalo na yung pagpulot ng basura. yan kasi yung favorite ko. joke lang :) yaks!

we went to jk. did nothing.

sige mutz magpapoge ka pa. nandon kasi yung babaeng linigawan niya haha sabi ni blur binusted daw si mutia :( wawa kk lang yan :)

ferdz! lasing ka na? ahaha nakakalasing ba yung kape?

yun lang po :)

hirit pa:

pinagalitan pala ako ng nanay ko. ang kapatid ko kasi eh. pa.robinsons robinsons pa.

:(

2009-06-16T06:28:00.000-07:00

today : tired

yesterday : tired also

:(

2009-06-14T08:38:00.000-07:00

im four months old

ok so we're here :) fellowship na

hello. it's a sunday! went to church to check if there is a student mass. blur came. we're going to baluarte to have the fellowship for the yfc. so we went. super mario was there. rain poured down. other members started to come. with food syempre :) we waited for kuya dikya to have the talk but we had our lunch first. we were not able to bring utensils. so we ate with our bare hands. ayus lang naman :) sanay na haha :) although i was not contented with the amount of food i ate. chever kasi nung kapatid ko. pati si blur hindi nabusog haha :) we went outside the resort to buy food :) i bought lumpia. blur bought lumpia and safari. ate bought safari and max. haha. the lumpia doesn't tastes so good. it was ok. went back. kuya dikya started with his talk. i learned a lot of things from him and from his talk. he's a good speaker. ( i was not comfortable of what i was sitting. ROCK. pare ang tigas) his talk was entitled LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL. it was so inspiring. it was about how beautiful and ugly our life is. after the talk. i felt good. then we had an activity. it was entitled going beyond the boundaries. we had an auction thingy. haha :) then we did the game. it was really fun, exciting, perspiring etc. haha :) nakakatense yung game. it was about reaching the finish line using these things:

*bunot
*cellophane
*stone
*paperplate
*dahon
*chever :)

haha we had the stone and paperplate. the stone was a little bit hurting because you have to step on it pero ayus lang naman haha :) you have to step on those things in order for you not to step on the sand. haha wawa naman si blur kasi he was able to step on the sand so he has to go back to the starting line. sa awa ng diyos eh natapos naman niya ang game. haha went back to the cottage then went home. went to church to attend the mass. after that i went to gaisano to buy some things. went home and did my thing.

ang chever ng mga tao haha :)

ang kalat kalat naman haha :) yfc nga naman :)

im four months old :)

i like it :) haha this picture was taken while we were waiting for the other members at baluarte. buti na lang hindi pa umulan haha. we were supposed to have the practice today for the election but we chose to attend the fellowship. para kay God kasi :) ang chever. anyways. i had a great day today :) maraming salamat sa iyo :) ditto

o diba ang chever? haha para kaming nasa isang lugar na maraming mga halaman haha :) ha gawas gad la ini hit baluarte :)

three L's

*live
*love
*leave a legacy

four F's

*fun
*freedom
*friendship
*faith

money isn't everything. if there is a need to give or use it for something never hesitate.
being a leader means you have to lead everything. including your members. you have to take care of them. you can't just leave them somewhere and do your thing. teamwork is important.
life is beautiful. people may say life is ugly because of the problems we have. as kuya dikya said, life is like a white tshirt that was stained. people is always focusing on that little stain. what about the other big part that is still white and clean? we may have problems in life and there comes a time that we are thinking about giving up. we can change for the better. there's a hope. intead of giving our focus to that little stain, let's try to give our full attention to the other big part that is still white and clean. think. we can live our life the way one should. be happy. let's try to fight those problems. have faith in God.

God is good.

2009-06-14T08:35:00.001-07:00

so cold :|

2009-06-12T05:36:00.000-07:00

so cold naman :|

i had a bad dream last night :( ronald and i planned to make the script today but we were not able to make it. roylene came. we talked. we went to robinsons. syempre hindi kami magpapahuli.haha. invited someone but didn't make it :( ian was also there. palibot libot lang kami haha. like for two or three hours? wala kasing magawa. we saw something. dust mask. para iwas-swine-flu raw. haha :) ang chever. trippings para mapansin ng mga tao. i felt hungry and tired. went back to downtown and ate at sombrero. grabe ang tamis ng iced tea haha :) i felt really really cold. huhu maulan kasi.

all day long we were talking about school. about our fourth year life and the course that we will choose. ang chever noh? ang hirap din pala. can you help me choose? :( i still don't know huhu there are a lot of things that i want to do this school year. hahaiz.

feedback to my ATE!

♥ang chever kasi. pasensya ka na. ayus lang yan. kung may nawala sa iyo o kung may kinuha sa iyo o kung may inagaw sa iyo huwag kang mag.alala gagawa naman ng paraan si God para maging happy ka ulit haha :) kinikilig ka pala? haha ang chever naman :)

o diba ang chever? haha.
(ito yung pic na inedit niya. chever kasi)

everything will change

3 things that i hate TODAY

♥ someone/something that annoys me.
♥ someone who is meddling into my life
♥ the past (ang chever) haha

I LOVE RULES

my last first week in highschool :|

2009-06-11T06:51:00.000-07:00

after a week of no blog. here i am again. medyo busy kasi but im loving it naman haha :) hmmm where will i start?

my worst FIRST DAY ever!

i woke up at exactly 6:30 in the morning. (mabuti na lang ginising ako ng pangit kong ate). i was hurrying myself. feeling ko kasi malalate na ako. i think i was just too excited. and that would be my LAST FIRST DAY of school in the highscool. before i went downstairs, i listened to the noise outside. it was something that i haven't heard for a long time. like two months? haha :) i was not able to enter the church because it was sort of closed??? i went directly to school. i saw lynn loiz. i went with her. there was something bothering me. something like being not ready to see someone because of... anyway. we had a mass. i was the commentator. it was my very first time to be a commentator in school with all the students and teachers listening to me so i was really nervous. okay. so it went. father paul li was the priest. okay okay. unfortunately i made a lot of mistakes and it made me feel more nervous. i was thinking about what would the teachers and the students would say. it was really embarrassing. it was like i wanna go home. huhuhu this is my worst mistake ang sabi ni sir reyes, sabihin mo na umupo sila pero na.shock ako sa sarili ko kung bakit ko sila pinatayo ang chever noh? :( buti na lang nandoon si spongebob :) thank you.

PLEASE STAND, PLEASE BE SEATED

another one :|

i was about to enter the classroom when roylene, banguis and inna were still outside. guess what? hindi raw kami PEACE. i was totally shocked because the one written in my classcard was peace. this can't be. it was my last year and then that will be the time that i will be transferred? ang chever naman ata non. we cried. (ang drama kasi) haha i did some chever and then ok na. inna and i were able to go back. PEACE syempre.

for me this week was very tiring. especially election na. GO CHILL PARTY!

go home na :)

2009-05-26T00:27:00.000-07:00

weee! im going home. im going to samar. so no blog. haha. my cousins just arrived. :)

la la la

2009-05-25T17:47:00.000-07:00

sing a song

at last i was able to go out of the house haha. it was around 9:30 in the morning. i was watching the poohkwang show. suddenly roylene went here in our house. she saw me with my pajamas. no! haha i haven't take a bath. she was waiting for ian etc. they were going to somewhere. so they went... with me. :) the bad thing was. the rain was starting to pour down. becoming stronger. and stronger. guess what? walang sasakyan :| we waited for some jeepneys. with the rain. we went to HQ again. i was just playing the ipod of mutia hihi. i went home with roylene.

smile :)
ang chever

mas chever :p

roylene and i did sing along together hahaha. feeling mga singer haha. it was fun.

bahay lang

2009-05-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

HOME.

i stayed home all day. (bahay lang). what did i do? hmmm. let me see. i was just playing computer. listening to music. playing computer. listening to music. playing computer. listening to music. tingin naman sa cellphone kung may nagtxt. okay. what else? oh! i almost forgot. HAVING FIGHT WITH BLESSIE. daily routine. she's like a monster to me. haha no offense. my sister cristel texted me. she was telling me about the things that they were doing in hilongos. and i was like OKAY :) i don't care about that anyway. (pero deep inside nagdurugo ang puso ko) :( im still young. i still have a lot of time for that. (pero sayang talaga) there were a lot of things inside my head (that happens everyday) hmmmm. ate cathleen texted me. she was asking me why i was not able to go there. my mother do not trust me. she was wondering why because she thinks im responsible enough. i thought so haha. i can't understand my mother. she told me that i still can't handle myself. well i can't do anything. i had a chat with jailyka. she told me about the accident of richard guttierez. i was kind a shock. (pati mother ko na.shock hehe)

innang stay calm.

i ate jellyace today.

im having a chat with innang. she can't wait to read my blog. i don't even know why haha. do you miss me? ang chever hahaha. we are talking about the richard-accident thingy. hmmm. im having a chat with brent and he reacted on some of the pictures. ang chever mo.

im staring at two girls beside me right now. they're having a sweet sleep and maybe having sweetdreams. i don't wanna sleep pa. there's innang. and im still playing restaurant city :) im having a competition with my sister in this game. haha she can't beat me. oh well im also thinking about the pyc. LOLOY :( ate cathleen told me there's something new. HUYOP haha. okay okay. there's another one. my father told me that i should pass the entrance exam in U.P. i can feel the pressure it's getting closer now. hmmm.

goodnight.

:(

2009-05-22T06:14:00.000-07:00

PYC again :(

i pity myself :( my sister cristel is in hilongos. she is attending the pyc with her friends and without me. hmmm. my mother went to Ormoc. my aunt went here in our boarding house. she went out with blessie. i was with myself whole morning. somebody called me. we talked for one hour i guess. i was scared by what i was listening. a woman talking or was that yelling? . suddenly hanged up the phone. i ate my lunch. my aunt and i were talking about the yfc thing. she had a lot of experiences with that. what else? oh blessie and i were together again. in the same room with no one. what do you expect? a fight. that's our daily routine. my mother went back. whole afternoon i was doing nothing but listening to music. i went downstairs and my friends were there. talked about something then went back. i had a little chat with my friends. jailyka was asking me to have webcam with her and i was like. "dri ak kay nkapante la ak haha" that was a joke :) she told me "ako ngan hubo" :)) was that true? nothing more interesting. PYC :(

my mom and blessie (while sleeping)
they're more than LOVERS :)

i had a chat with innang. it was like bring back the old time.

*1st year thing
*we belong
*don't ask me you're so mean
*mimel
*keene
*cellphone of innang that was confiscated

hmmm. we talked about something important.

i can't get it out of my mind :|

2009-05-21T05:45:00.000-07:00

PYC :(

i woke up late this morning. i did not see my sister cristel. i knew where she was but i did not mind that. as usual i had a fight with blessie. we were both grabbing the opportunity in using the computer. okay okay. i watched the movie The Curious Case of Benjamin Button. i fell asleep while watching the movie. i went to nikay's. we were planning to install the game flyff to our computer but unfortunately, it was not successful. i went home. my mother bought me a photo album. i was sort of helping her putting the pictures. i remembered something. i lost a picture of someone. my mother and cristel went out to buy something. blessie and i were together in the same room with no one. we had a fight "again" and she cried. my mother bought us jollibee:)) i sat down listening to my sister cristel. she was talking to luwan. they were planning about tomorrow, about the pyc, about everything! what about me?! what about me?! what about me?! i can't go with them. :(( ... i can't do anything but to... LUKOT

i had one today :)

closer...

and oh i want to tell my mom that i like BLACK

a start of something :p

2009-05-20T07:43:00.000-07:00

Start na :))

i woke up around 9 this morning. since we have no CR because of some chever, i used the one outside.. it was like OKAY... after that i went to the internet. i went to HQ. my friends were there and we talked about something. i played crazykart ( honestly, i don't really feel like playing that time). i went home and as usual i had a fight with my sister for some stupid reasons. i was staring at the computer while my sister, cristel, was busy doing her blog and i was like amazed so i asked her to make me one and now here i am writing. it's a start:)) it's 11:00 goodnight

at this very moment 11:08 i am thinking about the pyc. my mother did not allow me to go. :((
the experience i had in joining the camp was really interesting although tiring. the people there were funny especially LOLOY :(i miss the boom thing and the paketometomepapa. i want to experience more. hmmm.

YFC

2009-05-20T04:39:00.000-07:00

when : may 15-17
what : YFC (youth camp)
where : naval base (airport)

why am i writing this? because it practically is the main reason why i came up doing my blog.